You know what?

I'm tired of this. I'm tired of holding myself to unrealistic standards. I knew they were unrealistic from the beginning and when combined with my overcompensatory personality... yeah that's not working out so well. I'm glad with the progress I've made, and I think it's pretty damn remarkable. I know my disgruntled attitude to partly due to today's loneliness, boredom, and cloudiness, but that doesn't change the fact of the matter. Tomorrow's a new day, and I'm going to start it out not restricting myself, not punishing myself for past mistakes. I've overcome quite a few obstacles in my short life, so who's to say I can't handle this one? You'll see.